Day 10 – SPIRITUAL SMOKE

During this lifetime, how many times have we had some very difficult times, and when someone asks how we are doing, we tell them and they say… “Just trust in god, and keep the FAITH, he will make everything work out!” Then you see them a little while later in the year or whatever, and they ask if everything is working out. Then we tell them “No, it is not working out for me…”, and suddenly they have to go meet someone or they are late to a meeting or the store, or whatever. The fact is that if god had allowed us to suffer hardship for a significant amount of time, what would make god suddenly have compassion for us now? Where was god during the holocaust, or ww1, or the Tuskegee Experiment, ww2, Vietnam, 911, the tsunami in the far pacific, or Katrina, or Sandy which I experience myself, or when Trayvon Martin was killed, or Mr Ki-Suck Han when after being pushed off a subway platform, was killed by a train while people watched?

Questions arise more and more about the state of the world and this invisible deity called “GOD” (by many other names as well), but no real answers! Two- thousand years and climbing… the same shit that was going on then is going on now. The truth is that god is never around when tragedy hits! When will humanity realize the suffering in this world is completely caused by people, and can be ended by people. Is it going to take everyone on the planet to be in total misery until we wake up and realize WE are the ones responsible for the condition of the earth and stand up in our misery to change self and take responsibility. I have heard many people say including myself, that if I had the money and power, I would change the way people live for the better. Well the ones that have the money and power refuse to do shit, except continue trying to get more money and use the working class to get it.

Every week people line the seats of synagogues, mosque, churches, cathedrals, etc., and it amounts to nothing when the same things happen week after week. God has never ended murder, he has never ended starvation, rape, kidnapping, genocide, poverty, enslavement, abuse, brutality, etc. What the fuck is god’s purpose if he can’t do shit about the place he is believed to have created? If anyone believes that a god is going to save them from this world or after death, you are FUCKED! If we as humanity continue in the direction we are going, we are all FUCKED! SHEEPLE! The iGod… as real as the fruit on a Mac computer! Pray that you escape the coming tragedies that we have created… Hope for the best… Have faith in your god… And when he fails you, I expect the phone lines to be overloaded on 12/22/2012… I can’t wait…

Day 7 – HOW MANY REALITIES

Whenever we have a chance to sit and consider what is going on in our surroundings and within ourselves, if we look honestly, we will see the inconsistencies and fluctuations in our life experience. I understand things change all the time but from the perspective of my experience of myself is what I am referring to. Of all the thoughts and memories that float in our heads daily, which ones do we grab and get personal with? Am I realizing when I pick out a thought to run with it? Do I know how many times a day that I do this shit? I can be so deep into a self created fantasy or backchat that I lose myself in it before I realize I am lost in my mind. How many realities have I created in the space of time that I existed completely within the mind. To become aware of when and what we create would assist us to understand how the mind works. Once we are aware of how the mind works, we can direct ourselves within the principle of “Do unto others as you would have done to you”, which would become what is best for all.

What is amazing, is that with every plan, every plot, every war, every crusade, every pilgrimage, every retreat, we have only created dimensional shifts and have not changed this physical reality into a place where all have dignity, and live without fear. What on this planet is it going to take for humanity to look at itself and see where we are headed and take responsibility for it! If our gods and sages and gurus have not been able to stop the atrocities over eons of time, who would think they could suddenly do it now! What level of calamity and death and destruction and disease have to arrive to get the attention of those that have the power and resources to change the world. How many realities will be created in our minds before we realize the only relevant reality is being destroyed. Humankind is like a suicidal maniac wanting to prove that he can blow him/herself into many pieces.

Day 4 – I Shalt Not Desire

If I can only remember that the Lord is my shepherd, and I shall not Want Desire, (I shall have no needs and be completely fulfilled.) Anyone with common sense will realize how much shit is packed into this statement. Well I crossed it out and made it a relevant statement. My desire is really not my desire but the desire of the system within and as me… of course it feels like it is me but the energetic charge comes and goes, and I am still here. I have a problem, because I don’t determine when or where this charge will show up. I could be sitting on the stoop in front of my house or walking down the street, or sitting at my desktop pc in my chair. Wherever I am I should be HERE, but thanks to my astral traveling abilities, I can travel into the past, future, or some other dimension that I myself created with my creative powers.

Unfortunately, none of this is real, only me as my physical body, so any experience of myself that is not right here physically as what I am doing, is my own mind fuck. My desire to do, be, or have, anything is produced energetically within separation, and keeps me in separation of myself, as time loops recreating the same experiences over and over again. I see desire that is not faced and no responsibility taken for self becomes an addiction.

Then as addiction grows, I am now directed completely by my own creation and subject to the flow of energy that rise and fall on its own time.

Trading Places – Limited Time Only

Some of us are extremely comfortable with our lives… others are ok but could be better… and there are yet those who wish they could wake up from this nightmare, but no alarm sounds off! I have met people who can talk about money for hours, and what they are doing and who they work with etc. I have heard others who can talk about their diabetes medicine, or how many doctors visits they make, and how high gas, food, housing is, etc. Why is this? What determines how we occupy our time? Most people we meet are either secretly wishing to be rich or are actually openly trying to make the next dollar. I have heard many wealthy people say that poor people are lazy and don’t want to work and just make babies and don’t educate themselves etc. The list goes on, and people ask why should everyone have equal money and equal opportunity, and all that…

It doesn’t take much to ignore what goes on in this world when we feel secure in our expensive homes in gated communities, and suburban wealthy neighborhoods. If we don’t see it then it doesn’t matter to us… If a child is hit by a car and a private ambulance comes to get the person who was driving and leaves the child to die, then releases the person later with no injuries, shows that money as it exists now is more than life! Firefighters watch many homes burn because of the lack of insurance, or maybe the water is so expensive they cant waste it on an uninsured home… are we serious?

What if there was a trade off… every wealthy person who doesn’t consider people who are starving and have barely enough to survive, and who are abused by the system we created, and who support legislation that serves the interest of the rich, disregarding the poor… to trade places with your counterparts in poor places and 3rd world countries and in America for one week to experience what these people live with day to day! I hear the egos that shit out of the mouth of some people who say the poor want to be poor and they are dumb and lazy! We could place you in the body one of these people to see if your knowledge and arrogance is enough to improve your scenario… and there will be no food today so just imagine being full and you should be okay! If your legs are too weak to walk, you can crawl to the nearest mud hole for a drink of contaminated water, and after you puke all of your liquids out you probably would like to sleep for a minute before you try crawling to the next hole as dehydration is harsh. How many of these people would be able to make it? There is a high probability that many of us will face similar scenarios in the future because we refuse to support all as one as equal because we don’t want to let go of ego.

This is why we need a new system that supports everyone equally! No poor people = all rich people = everyone supported = what is best for all = a new world = LIFE!

GOD DIES 2012 – no FUNERAL

Have you ever sat and wondered why things are the way they are? What about your own life that you compare to another, whether your glad you are not them or wish you were them? For the rich people, god has dealt you a good hand in life and I am sure you are glad about that. For the poor person, god has dealt you a weak hand in life and I am sure you are not glad about that! Is it random when it comes to who is born into money? Is is predestined who is born with little or no resources to live a dignified life? If you thank god for giving you the good in life which is money, should those who have little or nothing also thank god that they are fucked until they die? I mean god did give you this life because you didn’t choose it, right? Or did you choose the life you have? For those who want to be more like god and please him more, you have to learn how to do things as he does! Of your children, pick one that you will feed and clothe and be gentle with and support… Then choose another one and put them outside, and make sure the one in the house cannot assist him. Give the chosen child your attention and if he wants to eat, feed him even if he is not hungry! If he complains of the slightest ailment, rush to him/her and let them know you care and are only a call away! For the other child, ignore him/her and let them stay outside when it rains and is cold because you have a purpose for them but don’t tell them what it is! It is god’s “LOVE” that comforts the chosen one, and it is god’s “TOUGH LOVE” that does absolutely nothing for the outcast! Once you become like god, you can lift your head high with pride and say “I am righteous and chosen by the most high…”, Now it will be easy to walk over poor and starving, desolate people because as god ignores them, you can ignore them and feel great because you have treasures waiting for you in heaven!

Now, for anyone who wants to defend their “invisible hope”, Who decides when, how, where, and what condition a child is born in? When crimes against humanity are done, even crimes against animals… society punishes us with jail time and/or fines and in certain cases death! So why is god floating around in the minds, and hearts of people, when the worst crimes against humanity are the utter desolation of entire countries, by holy wars, and righteous genocide! There are unspeakable crimes committed everyday that takes a persons life, dignity, food, family, home, money, and what ever can be taken! God goes on trial tonight and there will be no hung jury, as what exist in this world is more than sickening. It is abomination to life! As long as god lives in the minds of humankind, people, animals, plants will die at the hands of god void of justice! Just-Ice, a cold death so that profit reigns, and we continue living in SPITE! God always justifies himself no matter how fucked up his actions are, thus humankind created in the image and likeness of god because we do the same shit! There was a fire in heaven and only the stairway survived… To save money, instead of rebuilding heaven, it was allowed to continue burning and just renamed as HELL! Bet religion will never tell us that will they! Self responsibility, self forgiveness, self honesty, is the way to bury god forever, and created a new liveable world for every being in existence equal and one!

One day decepticons found megatron and raised him from the water then revived him… We must make sure god doesn’t have the same luck so no fucking funeral!