MO MONEY or NO MONEY pt3

(This is a continuation of the series “MO MONEY OR NO MONEY”… I recommend you read from “Part 1″, to get a full perspective on the experience I am writing about…)

Now we are staying with a good friend that I met a few years back, and it is a cool place. It is also about a mile from a major shopping center and public transportation, which makes travel a challenge because there are no sidewalks on the way to the bus.  The hospital that my fiance just started working is an hour away and we no longer own a car. This is also a challenge because without a major credit card, a car rental actually cost more up-front and we have to purchase the insurance. It took our last bit of money along with a few dollars from a friend to make this happen.

I have some physical conditions that require surgery and attention, and a few conditions I have had for many years and was never able to get the correction because none of my employers offered insurance. Even in emergency scenarios, you have to “qualify” for treatment in most cases that are not life threatening but at the same time debilitating. These are all points that depend upon having money to resolve them. In other words, those who have money and can extract it from the masses, win. I learned in MLM a long time ago, that the way to make real money is not to get lots of money from a few people, but to get a small amount from everyone. This has been in practice for centuries in this current money system. Money is required to maintain ourselves within this system because it was created by money. I have now understood how important having money in this system is to supporting myself and continuing my process within this physical reality. In the “B-LIE-ble” it teaches to always give, and you should receive. Does this system work this way? No!… The ones who give only lose money and the one’s who take only gain money, but most people want to be a money taker, thus we have a system of “consumerism” where everything is being used up and turned into wealth. There is an end to this and it’s not one that we would like to see.

So in my conclusion, I have shared some recent experiences that show how the lack of money in this system affects all of us equally within our daily lives and our ability to support ourselves physically. No one knows when or if they will face a similar scenario as we have, but we are still here and breathing, and I also realize many are experiencing these things and worse, but have no voice or means of sharing it… I am also speaking for them as all as one as equal until no one is left out of the equation of life… 1+1=2 Equality For All within and as an EQUAL MONEY SYSTEM!

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Day 11 – DARKNESS TO LIGHT

Have you ever heard someone say “If you only knew what I was thinking…”Many of us are quick to say that we don’t know what another is thinking and later or even in the same breath, we sum up a persons whole life based on one point that we engaged in with them. Most people have a dying need to be right, as right only exists in our created bubble of existence inside our minds, that we give life to as if it was a physical glass of water that when we drink it, we are refreshed and hydrated.

The same goes with all of our creations as well. Now playing across America and the world are seemingly random murders by shooting or stabbing etc., and everyone is pretending to be caring individuals based on who dies in a specific tragedy. What is amazing and fucked up simultaneously, is that people claim that they don’t understand what is going on and how people can do such evil crimes. What we see and hate so much is the reflection of ourselves and the projected anger towards these “EVIL” people because we know we never stood up to investigate the policies in our own countries that we knew were only in place to feed the wealth of the rich while taking from the masses. The USA has implemented many policies and laws that support abuse of certain people such as slavery, banking, credit, interest rates, women not allowed to vote, imminent domain, and the list goes on. We have always had complaints but because we are a “FREE” country, we accepted these policies as the norm and as long as we were comfortable and had a little money, fuck everyone else who got the shit deals of the system.  When we allow ourselves to participate in a system that does not support everyone equally, we are not understanding that what is allowed to harm one, is allowed to harm all including self. These atrocities that we are facing is the result of all of us allowing this system to exist and closing our eyes to it to not see, and turning our heads and covering our ears to not hear, and moving to the quietest places we could find to not have to engage what we know is fucked up in hope that it will disappear from our personal reality and world. Everything we have tried to avoid, ignore, sweep away, condemn, judge, and what we “FEAR” is quickly making haste to visit us! We will either all eventually enjoy a system that supports every living thing equally, or we will all eventually despise a system that we all suffer within.

12/21/2012???? What the fuck about it? Does it mark the date when humanity will wake the fuck up and stop the bullshit with how we treat each other, to creating a new world where all have the freedom to live and express life equally without “FEAR”?… Or does it mark the date when humanity has crossed the point of no return to only plunge to the utter depths of insanity, hate, fear, and abuse? We choose!

Day 10 – SPIRITUAL SMOKE

During this lifetime, how many times have we had some very difficult times, and when someone asks how we are doing, we tell them and they say… “Just trust in god, and keep the FAITH, he will make everything work out!” Then you see them a little while later in the year or whatever, and they ask if everything is working out. Then we tell them “No, it is not working out for me…”, and suddenly they have to go meet someone or they are late to a meeting or the store, or whatever. The fact is that if god had allowed us to suffer hardship for a significant amount of time, what would make god suddenly have compassion for us now? Where was god during the holocaust, or ww1, or the Tuskegee Experiment, ww2, Vietnam, 911, the tsunami in the far pacific, or Katrina, or Sandy which I experience myself, or when Trayvon Martin was killed, or Mr Ki-Suck Han when after being pushed off a subway platform, was killed by a train while people watched?

Questions arise more and more about the state of the world and this invisible deity called “GOD” (by many other names as well), but no real answers! Two- thousand years and climbing… the same shit that was going on then is going on now. The truth is that god is never around when tragedy hits! When will humanity realize the suffering in this world is completely caused by people, and can be ended by people. Is it going to take everyone on the planet to be in total misery until we wake up and realize WE are the ones responsible for the condition of the earth and stand up in our misery to change self and take responsibility. I have heard many people say including myself, that if I had the money and power, I would change the way people live for the better. Well the ones that have the money and power refuse to do shit, except continue trying to get more money and use the working class to get it.

Every week people line the seats of synagogues, mosque, churches, cathedrals, etc., and it amounts to nothing when the same things happen week after week. God has never ended murder, he has never ended starvation, rape, kidnapping, genocide, poverty, enslavement, abuse, brutality, etc. What the fuck is god’s purpose if he can’t do shit about the place he is believed to have created? If anyone believes that a god is going to save them from this world or after death, you are FUCKED! If we as humanity continue in the direction we are going, we are all FUCKED! SHEEPLE! The iGod… as real as the fruit on a Mac computer! Pray that you escape the coming tragedies that we have created… Hope for the best… Have faith in your god… And when he fails you, I expect the phone lines to be overloaded on 12/22/2012… I can’t wait…

Day 7 – HOW MANY REALITIES

Whenever we have a chance to sit and consider what is going on in our surroundings and within ourselves, if we look honestly, we will see the inconsistencies and fluctuations in our life experience. I understand things change all the time but from the perspective of my experience of myself is what I am referring to. Of all the thoughts and memories that float in our heads daily, which ones do we grab and get personal with? Am I realizing when I pick out a thought to run with it? Do I know how many times a day that I do this shit? I can be so deep into a self created fantasy or backchat that I lose myself in it before I realize I am lost in my mind. How many realities have I created in the space of time that I existed completely within the mind. To become aware of when and what we create would assist us to understand how the mind works. Once we are aware of how the mind works, we can direct ourselves within the principle of “Do unto others as you would have done to you”, which would become what is best for all.

What is amazing, is that with every plan, every plot, every war, every crusade, every pilgrimage, every retreat, we have only created dimensional shifts and have not changed this physical reality into a place where all have dignity, and live without fear. What on this planet is it going to take for humanity to look at itself and see where we are headed and take responsibility for it! If our gods and sages and gurus have not been able to stop the atrocities over eons of time, who would think they could suddenly do it now! What level of calamity and death and destruction and disease have to arrive to get the attention of those that have the power and resources to change the world. How many realities will be created in our minds before we realize the only relevant reality is being destroyed. Humankind is like a suicidal maniac wanting to prove that he can blow him/herself into many pieces.

Day 4 – I Shalt Not Desire

If I can only remember that the Lord is my shepherd, and I shall not Want Desire, (I shall have no needs and be completely fulfilled.) Anyone with common sense will realize how much shit is packed into this statement. Well I crossed it out and made it a relevant statement. My desire is really not my desire but the desire of the system within and as me… of course it feels like it is me but the energetic charge comes and goes, and I am still here. I have a problem, because I don’t determine when or where this charge will show up. I could be sitting on the stoop in front of my house or walking down the street, or sitting at my desktop pc in my chair. Wherever I am I should be HERE, but thanks to my astral traveling abilities, I can travel into the past, future, or some other dimension that I myself created with my creative powers.

Unfortunately, none of this is real, only me as my physical body, so any experience of myself that is not right here physically as what I am doing, is my own mind fuck. My desire to do, be, or have, anything is produced energetically within separation, and keeps me in separation of myself, as time loops recreating the same experiences over and over again. I see desire that is not faced and no responsibility taken for self becomes an addiction.

Then as addiction grows, I am now directed completely by my own creation and subject to the flow of energy that rise and fall on its own time.

Internal Hidden Machine

What makes us tick? Is it a hidden ticker that prompts us to do everything we participate in? Is there some higher power that moves us according to unknown, unseen mysterious, purpose and secret planning? This is the reality for some as they completely accept who they are and their experience as some divine lesson that must be learned through hardship and loss!

I have participated in these things and still do, but I am aware that something has to change and that who I am in this world is where I have started. There is a power in us that runs shit and only because we gave it power over us and it is at the core of every action we take this is not self directed within the principle of what is best for all of us. FEAR is the king of humanity, love is just a symptom of fear… I can feel this fear is the strangest scenarios, even ones that I never really felt fear before! I know fear is expanding inside of me slightly, but I know I have to face it when it becomes so great that I may consider hiding from it! One of my greatest experiences this far was finding a friend of mine dead hanging from her loft, after killing herself… I went and stood where she died everyday for weeks until my fear was not enough to make my heart beat out of my chest… Desteni and these tools help me face my fear and get past that experience in 2009, it was basically one year after my first written self-forgiveness entry 8/26/2008. I see that I will be getting to know mr. FEAR much more personal as I continue in my process!

Trading Places – Limited Time Only

Some of us are extremely comfortable with our lives… others are ok but could be better… and there are yet those who wish they could wake up from this nightmare, but no alarm sounds off! I have met people who can talk about money for hours, and what they are doing and who they work with etc. I have heard others who can talk about their diabetes medicine, or how many doctors visits they make, and how high gas, food, housing is, etc. Why is this? What determines how we occupy our time? Most people we meet are either secretly wishing to be rich or are actually openly trying to make the next dollar. I have heard many wealthy people say that poor people are lazy and don’t want to work and just make babies and don’t educate themselves etc. The list goes on, and people ask why should everyone have equal money and equal opportunity, and all that…

It doesn’t take much to ignore what goes on in this world when we feel secure in our expensive homes in gated communities, and suburban wealthy neighborhoods. If we don’t see it then it doesn’t matter to us… If a child is hit by a car and a private ambulance comes to get the person who was driving and leaves the child to die, then releases the person later with no injuries, shows that money as it exists now is more than life! Firefighters watch many homes burn because of the lack of insurance, or maybe the water is so expensive they cant waste it on an uninsured home… are we serious?

What if there was a trade off… every wealthy person who doesn’t consider people who are starving and have barely enough to survive, and who are abused by the system we created, and who support legislation that serves the interest of the rich, disregarding the poor… to trade places with your counterparts in poor places and 3rd world countries and in America for one week to experience what these people live with day to day! I hear the egos that shit out of the mouth of some people who say the poor want to be poor and they are dumb and lazy! We could place you in the body one of these people to see if your knowledge and arrogance is enough to improve your scenario… and there will be no food today so just imagine being full and you should be okay! If your legs are too weak to walk, you can crawl to the nearest mud hole for a drink of contaminated water, and after you puke all of your liquids out you probably would like to sleep for a minute before you try crawling to the next hole as dehydration is harsh. How many of these people would be able to make it? There is a high probability that many of us will face similar scenarios in the future because we refuse to support all as one as equal because we don’t want to let go of ego.

This is why we need a new system that supports everyone equally! No poor people = all rich people = everyone supported = what is best for all = a new world = LIFE!