Day 11 – DARKNESS TO LIGHT

Have you ever heard someone say “If you only knew what I was thinking…”Many of us are quick to say that we don’t know what another is thinking and later or even in the same breath, we sum up a persons whole life based on one point that we engaged in with them. Most people have a dying need to be right, as right only exists in our created bubble of existence inside our minds, that we give life to as if it was a physical glass of water that when we drink it, we are refreshed and hydrated.

The same goes with all of our creations as well. Now playing across America and the world are seemingly random murders by shooting or stabbing etc., and everyone is pretending to be caring individuals based on who dies in a specific tragedy. What is amazing and fucked up simultaneously, is that people claim that they don’t understand what is going on and how people can do such evil crimes. What we see and hate so much is the reflection of ourselves and the projected anger towards these “EVIL” people because we know we never stood up to investigate the policies in our own countries that we knew were only in place to feed the wealth of the rich while taking from the masses. The USA has implemented many policies and laws that support abuse of certain people such as slavery, banking, credit, interest rates, women not allowed to vote, imminent domain, and the list goes on. We have always had complaints but because we are a “FREE” country, we accepted these policies as the norm and as long as we were comfortable and had a little money, fuck everyone else who got the shit deals of the system.  When we allow ourselves to participate in a system that does not support everyone equally, we are not understanding that what is allowed to harm one, is allowed to harm all including self. These atrocities that we are facing is the result of all of us allowing this system to exist and closing our eyes to it to not see, and turning our heads and covering our ears to not hear, and moving to the quietest places we could find to not have to engage what we know is fucked up in hope that it will disappear from our personal reality and world. Everything we have tried to avoid, ignore, sweep away, condemn, judge, and what we “FEAR” is quickly making haste to visit us! We will either all eventually enjoy a system that supports every living thing equally, or we will all eventually despise a system that we all suffer within.

12/21/2012???? What the fuck about it? Does it mark the date when humanity will wake the fuck up and stop the bullshit with how we treat each other, to creating a new world where all have the freedom to live and express life equally without “FEAR”?… Or does it mark the date when humanity has crossed the point of no return to only plunge to the utter depths of insanity, hate, fear, and abuse? We choose!

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Day 10 – SPIRITUAL SMOKE

During this lifetime, how many times have we had some very difficult times, and when someone asks how we are doing, we tell them and they say… “Just trust in god, and keep the FAITH, he will make everything work out!” Then you see them a little while later in the year or whatever, and they ask if everything is working out. Then we tell them “No, it is not working out for me…”, and suddenly they have to go meet someone or they are late to a meeting or the store, or whatever. The fact is that if god had allowed us to suffer hardship for a significant amount of time, what would make god suddenly have compassion for us now? Where was god during the holocaust, or ww1, or the Tuskegee Experiment, ww2, Vietnam, 911, the tsunami in the far pacific, or Katrina, or Sandy which I experience myself, or when Trayvon Martin was killed, or Mr Ki-Suck Han when after being pushed off a subway platform, was killed by a train while people watched?

Questions arise more and more about the state of the world and this invisible deity called “GOD” (by many other names as well), but no real answers! Two- thousand years and climbing… the same shit that was going on then is going on now. The truth is that god is never around when tragedy hits! When will humanity realize the suffering in this world is completely caused by people, and can be ended by people. Is it going to take everyone on the planet to be in total misery until we wake up and realize WE are the ones responsible for the condition of the earth and stand up in our misery to change self and take responsibility. I have heard many people say including myself, that if I had the money and power, I would change the way people live for the better. Well the ones that have the money and power refuse to do shit, except continue trying to get more money and use the working class to get it.

Every week people line the seats of synagogues, mosque, churches, cathedrals, etc., and it amounts to nothing when the same things happen week after week. God has never ended murder, he has never ended starvation, rape, kidnapping, genocide, poverty, enslavement, abuse, brutality, etc. What the fuck is god’s purpose if he can’t do shit about the place he is believed to have created? If anyone believes that a god is going to save them from this world or after death, you are FUCKED! If we as humanity continue in the direction we are going, we are all FUCKED! SHEEPLE! The iGod… as real as the fruit on a Mac computer! Pray that you escape the coming tragedies that we have created… Hope for the best… Have faith in your god… And when he fails you, I expect the phone lines to be overloaded on 12/22/2012… I can’t wait…

Day 7 – HOW MANY REALITIES

Whenever we have a chance to sit and consider what is going on in our surroundings and within ourselves, if we look honestly, we will see the inconsistencies and fluctuations in our life experience. I understand things change all the time but from the perspective of my experience of myself is what I am referring to. Of all the thoughts and memories that float in our heads daily, which ones do we grab and get personal with? Am I realizing when I pick out a thought to run with it? Do I know how many times a day that I do this shit? I can be so deep into a self created fantasy or backchat that I lose myself in it before I realize I am lost in my mind. How many realities have I created in the space of time that I existed completely within the mind. To become aware of when and what we create would assist us to understand how the mind works. Once we are aware of how the mind works, we can direct ourselves within the principle of “Do unto others as you would have done to you”, which would become what is best for all.

What is amazing, is that with every plan, every plot, every war, every crusade, every pilgrimage, every retreat, we have only created dimensional shifts and have not changed this physical reality into a place where all have dignity, and live without fear. What on this planet is it going to take for humanity to look at itself and see where we are headed and take responsibility for it! If our gods and sages and gurus have not been able to stop the atrocities over eons of time, who would think they could suddenly do it now! What level of calamity and death and destruction and disease have to arrive to get the attention of those that have the power and resources to change the world. How many realities will be created in our minds before we realize the only relevant reality is being destroyed. Humankind is like a suicidal maniac wanting to prove that he can blow him/herself into many pieces.

Day 2: Secret Agent: Golden Mask Chronicles

Am I supporting a new system that is best for all? What does my day to day life participation consist of? If I am going about my life each day doing what I do, and do not consider what effect I am having in my world of meeting people, interacting with people, and my own interaction with my physical body, as a point of support, what am I actually contributing to? Even as politicians present a colorful template of goals that if these goals were achieved would make living a bit easier for most, but it is only a presentation and not actually being done, and as I and others present ourselves to the world, how much color and bling am I presenting when I know I am not living one with it. This is what I call delusion, and it is not just fanatics who are in delusion, sometimes we allow ourselves to just ignore things that need our attention and to be corrected. Pretense, ignoring, avoiding, are all attributes that we create based on once again “Fear”. The fear of getting to know self and who self has allowed self to become and why self does not want to change. Fear of who we would be if we were to let go of ego! Fear that we can no longer blame god for our own fuckups. We are agent Smith, the rogue program that wants to expand itself to engulf everything to no end. Why am I avoiding the real issues of myself? I am allowing “Fear” to be my salvation. Where is common sense in this?

NO DECISION = MY DECISION

What ever I participate in throughout my day whether I am aware of myself in it or not, is a decision that I make in every moment. If I am involved with someone or just to myself, the experience of myself remains the same. In making a decision to do something, I am aware of what I am doing and why for the most part. In instances that I do nothing, or procrastinate, I am also making a decision to remain in whatever state I experience myself. The mind is active in its preservation and I help the mind whenever I am not standing as myself and applying myself as my physical body to be here physically and not in the fantasy island of the mind.

The money system supports dreaming about materials, food, money, lifestyle etc, as money determines how we are able to live in this world. The olympics are not supporting humanity as all as one as equals but is supporting separation through competition, judgment, spite, and jealousy.  Most people may say they see no problem with the olympic games, but when you have people representing a country based on their physical fitness and people in that country are being abused and starving and can’t even leave the country, who are these athletes representing? They represent the elite interest and distract everyone else from what is really happening in this world. Olympic games have never created a better world for the poor and the masses of people who have no opportunity to improve their life. So if we support the olympic games, we also support the system that neglects real issues and focuses on games to make their country look good. There are still nuclear missiles in their arsenal and war machines.

So to not stand is to decide to sit… and think!

sitting & thinking

MORALITY – Equals – POLARITY

I have done wrong, and god is going to punish me… This often is the underlying fear of the morality game. Societies teach this to kids to instill fear and cause the kids to always have a conflict because the resonant desires, will not coincide with what is “morally right”… I grew up with the same teachings, though I do remember thinking as a young kid, “what if god doesn’t exist and all this shit I am being told is not real!” Somehow years later I jumped into religion head first, and was convinced that god had to be real. Looking at morals, I see that what is said to be right or wrong is based on rules someone created that was based in their self interest! They say it is wrong to have sex before marriage, but many people of the cloth have sex slaves and never get married. They say that if you are poor, you should be content and thank god for what you “DO” have, like health (my back hurts everyday), strength (get tired easily trying to make ends meet), life (what kind of life is this when all of my effort goes into having shelter and food)… They say give to god that there may be meat in the church (we don’t eat at church, but in our own house), and what does god need with money if he created everything money can buy? There is a problem with “MORALITY”, it serves only one side of humanity… The Elite! The elite have no morals but they make sure we do so we don’t question when shit doesn’t look right. Nothing changes because of morality because immorality always exist also. So MORALITY = POLARITY!

Someone said “give your life to god”… as soon as I get one I will consider it! Someone also said “pray every morning that god protects you”… they forgot that prayer doesn’t work everywhere, like Haiti, Africa, Middle-East, China, and a few other places! Someone also said a friend who just died… “is now in heaven with god”… At least on earth they didn’t have to see god and could walk around wherever they like… now that they are with the TOP BANANA, they have to be on their knees forever giving praise in front of a living mercury lamp that you can’t even look at directly???? Sounds like earth is a better place to be to sort out this shit we have created! Morality should be put in an oven and then turn on self clean!

I have learned a lot about this reality through Desteni and much about myself… now I am learning about the structure of the mind and how it works… I will try to enjoy this ride! Away with Moralitay!

GOD DIES 2012 – no FUNERAL

Have you ever sat and wondered why things are the way they are? What about your own life that you compare to another, whether your glad you are not them or wish you were them? For the rich people, god has dealt you a good hand in life and I am sure you are glad about that. For the poor person, god has dealt you a weak hand in life and I am sure you are not glad about that! Is it random when it comes to who is born into money? Is is predestined who is born with little or no resources to live a dignified life? If you thank god for giving you the good in life which is money, should those who have little or nothing also thank god that they are fucked until they die? I mean god did give you this life because you didn’t choose it, right? Or did you choose the life you have? For those who want to be more like god and please him more, you have to learn how to do things as he does! Of your children, pick one that you will feed and clothe and be gentle with and support… Then choose another one and put them outside, and make sure the one in the house cannot assist him. Give the chosen child your attention and if he wants to eat, feed him even if he is not hungry! If he complains of the slightest ailment, rush to him/her and let them know you care and are only a call away! For the other child, ignore him/her and let them stay outside when it rains and is cold because you have a purpose for them but don’t tell them what it is! It is god’s “LOVE” that comforts the chosen one, and it is god’s “TOUGH LOVE” that does absolutely nothing for the outcast! Once you become like god, you can lift your head high with pride and say “I am righteous and chosen by the most high…”, Now it will be easy to walk over poor and starving, desolate people because as god ignores them, you can ignore them and feel great because you have treasures waiting for you in heaven!

Now, for anyone who wants to defend their “invisible hope”, Who decides when, how, where, and what condition a child is born in? When crimes against humanity are done, even crimes against animals… society punishes us with jail time and/or fines and in certain cases death! So why is god floating around in the minds, and hearts of people, when the worst crimes against humanity are the utter desolation of entire countries, by holy wars, and righteous genocide! There are unspeakable crimes committed everyday that takes a persons life, dignity, food, family, home, money, and what ever can be taken! God goes on trial tonight and there will be no hung jury, as what exist in this world is more than sickening. It is abomination to life! As long as god lives in the minds of humankind, people, animals, plants will die at the hands of god void of justice! Just-Ice, a cold death so that profit reigns, and we continue living in SPITE! God always justifies himself no matter how fucked up his actions are, thus humankind created in the image and likeness of god because we do the same shit! There was a fire in heaven and only the stairway survived… To save money, instead of rebuilding heaven, it was allowed to continue burning and just renamed as HELL! Bet religion will never tell us that will they! Self responsibility, self forgiveness, self honesty, is the way to bury god forever, and created a new liveable world for every being in existence equal and one!

One day decepticons found megatron and raised him from the water then revived him… We must make sure god doesn’t have the same luck so no fucking funeral!