Day 11 – DARKNESS TO LIGHT

Have you ever heard someone say “If you only knew what I was thinking…”Many of us are quick to say that we don’t know what another is thinking and later or even in the same breath, we sum up a persons whole life based on one point that we engaged in with them. Most people have a dying need to be right, as right only exists in our created bubble of existence inside our minds, that we give life to as if it was a physical glass of water that when we drink it, we are refreshed and hydrated.

The same goes with all of our creations as well. Now playing across America and the world are seemingly random murders by shooting or stabbing etc., and everyone is pretending to be caring individuals based on who dies in a specific tragedy. What is amazing and fucked up simultaneously, is that people claim that they don’t understand what is going on and how people can do such evil crimes. What we see and hate so much is the reflection of ourselves and the projected anger towards these “EVIL” people because we know we never stood up to investigate the policies in our own countries that we knew were only in place to feed the wealth of the rich while taking from the masses. The USA has implemented many policies and laws that support abuse of certain people such as slavery, banking, credit, interest rates, women not allowed to vote, imminent domain, and the list goes on. We have always had complaints but because we are a “FREE” country, we accepted these policies as the norm and as long as we were comfortable and had a little money, fuck everyone else who got the shit deals of the system.  When we allow ourselves to participate in a system that does not support everyone equally, we are not understanding that what is allowed to harm one, is allowed to harm all including self. These atrocities that we are facing is the result of all of us allowing this system to exist and closing our eyes to it to not see, and turning our heads and covering our ears to not hear, and moving to the quietest places we could find to not have to engage what we know is fucked up in hope that it will disappear from our personal reality and world. Everything we have tried to avoid, ignore, sweep away, condemn, judge, and what we “FEAR” is quickly making haste to visit us! We will either all eventually enjoy a system that supports every living thing equally, or we will all eventually despise a system that we all suffer within.

12/21/2012???? What the fuck about it? Does it mark the date when humanity will wake the fuck up and stop the bullshit with how we treat each other, to creating a new world where all have the freedom to live and express life equally without “FEAR”?… Or does it mark the date when humanity has crossed the point of no return to only plunge to the utter depths of insanity, hate, fear, and abuse? We choose!

Day 7 – HOW MANY REALITIES

Whenever we have a chance to sit and consider what is going on in our surroundings and within ourselves, if we look honestly, we will see the inconsistencies and fluctuations in our life experience. I understand things change all the time but from the perspective of my experience of myself is what I am referring to. Of all the thoughts and memories that float in our heads daily, which ones do we grab and get personal with? Am I realizing when I pick out a thought to run with it? Do I know how many times a day that I do this shit? I can be so deep into a self created fantasy or backchat that I lose myself in it before I realize I am lost in my mind. How many realities have I created in the space of time that I existed completely within the mind. To become aware of when and what we create would assist us to understand how the mind works. Once we are aware of how the mind works, we can direct ourselves within the principle of “Do unto others as you would have done to you”, which would become what is best for all.

What is amazing, is that with every plan, every plot, every war, every crusade, every pilgrimage, every retreat, we have only created dimensional shifts and have not changed this physical reality into a place where all have dignity, and live without fear. What on this planet is it going to take for humanity to look at itself and see where we are headed and take responsibility for it! If our gods and sages and gurus have not been able to stop the atrocities over eons of time, who would think they could suddenly do it now! What level of calamity and death and destruction and disease have to arrive to get the attention of those that have the power and resources to change the world. How many realities will be created in our minds before we realize the only relevant reality is being destroyed. Humankind is like a suicidal maniac wanting to prove that he can blow him/herself into many pieces.

Day 4 – I Shalt Not Desire

If I can only remember that the Lord is my shepherd, and I shall not Want Desire, (I shall have no needs and be completely fulfilled.) Anyone with common sense will realize how much shit is packed into this statement. Well I crossed it out and made it a relevant statement. My desire is really not my desire but the desire of the system within and as me… of course it feels like it is me but the energetic charge comes and goes, and I am still here. I have a problem, because I don’t determine when or where this charge will show up. I could be sitting on the stoop in front of my house or walking down the street, or sitting at my desktop pc in my chair. Wherever I am I should be HERE, but thanks to my astral traveling abilities, I can travel into the past, future, or some other dimension that I myself created with my creative powers.

Unfortunately, none of this is real, only me as my physical body, so any experience of myself that is not right here physically as what I am doing, is my own mind fuck. My desire to do, be, or have, anything is produced energetically within separation, and keeps me in separation of myself, as time loops recreating the same experiences over and over again. I see desire that is not faced and no responsibility taken for self becomes an addiction.

Then as addiction grows, I am now directed completely by my own creation and subject to the flow of energy that rise and fall on its own time.

Regular Scheduled Programming

We all exist within and as the mind conscious system, which is pre-programmed to operate withing a certain frequency range and automation. Within this reality we have those who live day to day just trying to get by whether they are enjoying life or not. The daily regiment, shower, eat, work, play, sleep, etc. We have many forms of distractions called entertainment, which is effective in its design. Radio, Television, games, sports, religion, and many others. I am specifically going to elaborate on one or two items here. Also withing this reality we have those who don’t just live day by day trying to get by, but live to stay in power as they continue to dry up resources and economic systems. Television or T-ELEVATED-VISION, is a manufactured device that shows images designed by those in the know to manipulate how we think. They understand that the mind records things and files them away for later use. Have we ever considered why all television shows, contain either VIOLENCE, SEX, DRUGS, or LOVE, FANTASY, COMEDY… The first three representing the emotion of humankind, and the second represents the feeling of humankind. You will have many layers of polarity around this, as some will enjoy the action-violence, hardcore films, and others will enjoy the comedy, love, fantasy shit! Lion King, or Blade? The shows designed for kids, also contain the same polarity just dimmed out by animated characters and bright colors and specific music that fits the type of show.

The superfriends was a show from the early ’70’s into the ’80’s that connected power with goodness as the good guys always won in the end… not necessarily now as many films have the good guys retreating! Kids see this and it fuels a desire to have some type of power over something, and still be good, that they will use what is available to achieve this. TV is also a tool of marketing because what is seen is also desired and so many images are put before us that we don’t even realize that we saw something because it was just a flash that is much faster than the blink of an eye that most will not catch it. I have watched some movies in the past that I noticed a quick flash in a particular scene so I go back and do a frame by frame and “WTF”… an image of something that has nothing to do with the movie but was placed there by someone who participates in that. It was just one frame of the  29.97 frames per second of standard NTSC video. They even tell us that the scheduled programming will commence at a given time… and yes it is programming at the station, but the programming is happening with us when we watch without awareness.

Then we as kids grow up living out the violence, and irresponsible sex, drugs, jail, etc. and the polarity of it as living out a beautiful relationship of puppy love, and high school sweetheart fantasy, and possibly being a class clown, neither of which is capable of addressing the real issues here because, we are existing as a programmed reality instead of seeing REALITY as what it is and being responsible for it.

In the U.S. just about every home has at least one TV whether it’s a big plasma HD or an old analog picture tube with a converter box. We have been programmed to allow programming. It is a complete fuck up, but there is a way to stand up within a world of manifested pre-programmed designs, and that is focusing on breath as a start.

Man’s Buried Treasure

To see a beautiful woman, and the resonant energies spark up and the mind churns out many thoughts… Are they thoughts of equality, or oneness? Are they thoughts of love and compassion? Or are they thoughts of when, where, and what position! That is it! After looking closely at myself, I wonder why the first thoughts are analyzing and projecting the sex with a woman and how it might be! Below the surface lies a belief system in which women are inferior and the man is superior! The look of beauty is associated resonantly with this belief so the mind puts the woman as subservient to the man as this is what propels men to desire services by the woman because we don’t walk around finding ways to serve or be equal with the woman… It is only about sex on the surface as the real desire is the dominating control of who we believe is less than ourselves. In actuality we think women are available whenever the energy boils in us so we take the woman in our mind without consent which makes it RAPE! Fucked up but this is what it is! No judgment, just process of stopping ourselves through releasing the belief patterns that are resonantly alive in all of us, within and as symbols! This buried treasure needs to be dug out… but not to keep!