Day 9 – REAL HUMANITARIANS

Today I met with a friend at Au Bon Pain, and after she left, I checked out the vendors at Union Square, then had a bite to eat at Whole Foods, while discussing with my fiancee,  how we are going to support ourselves coming up next month if we don’t have employment. This is a huge concern for us because we all have to be able to stabilize ourselves before we can really participate in assisting ourselves or anyone else. Tons of people are displaced now and still have no power or heat, and its a disaster by any other name. I stopped at a Radio Shack then headed for the subway to go home, and on any given day u see people sitting next to buildings, trying to stay warm and attain some change from passing people. I saw a young guy sitting down, who obviously had met with some type of scenario that he has to be on the street.

On the internet now is an NYPD officer getting praise for buying boots, and PUTTING THEM ON THE FEET OF A HOMELESS GUY WITH NOT SOCKS OR SHOES. It was cold that night and this officer did what he would have wanted for himself, in the moment without thinking about if he should do it or not. What makes this interesting is the support the officer is getting from many people for helping this homeless guy, but almost no one can tell a story of themselves actually doing something when they are able and see someone that needs attention. People say “If there were more people like this officer…”, but who is it going to be? It could be you and me and anyone who has to give. It is amazing how we always wish for shit to just happen but we will not participate ourselves. Its always up to the “OTHER GUY” to do something but we all exist here in this city, and on this planet. I have dropped dollars and even $20 bill on the homeless years ago when I had some money and work etc. I always saw homeless people as myself and I have been homeless and could be facing it again in a few weeks. There is no purpose for anyone to be out in the cold while others watch bullshit on TV in a warm house. I would be willing to trade places with homeless people so they can have at least one decent nights sleep in a warm place. I have experienced being out in the cold riding trains from uptown to downtown, falling asleep in McDonald’s… It is cold tonight, 40 degrees Fahrenheit, and windy.

This is just one reason why we have to put in place a new system so these type of atrocities will end. We take so much for granted everyday when we buy clothes to look good, and eat comfort food while having a personal relationship with our iPhone, that we use to search for a hot date and whatever our self interest can conjure up. It is very unfortunate that this city is quickly adjusting the playing field to eliminate all poor and useless people which include myself and others I know. The way things are headed right now in NYC, it will eventually be international students, asians, and wealthy white people with just enough latinos, and blacks to serve them. Many people hate the truth but have no heart to face it to make a change. Now that poverty has kissed the face of many middle class people, the security and trust that was influenced by having money is now “QUESTIONABLE”. WE ALL HAVE MADE THIS A REALITY! There is noone to blame, just taking responsibility for our individual participation in this current system that only supports capitalism at the expense of the working poor and middle class so the RICH can stay in power.  This POWER can also be used to change the current condition of this world, but this world is only a toy to the elite, who play with economies, religion, education, governments etc., causing many to suffer abuse, death, poverty, sickness, etc. It is easy to feel separated from these things when we are comfortable but we all have and continue to contribute to this current system until we take a definitive stand within ourselves to look and see how we participate in this world and how we can stop ourselves and become responsible, self-honest beings. No easy at all but there is no other option.

Day 7 – HOW MANY REALITIES

Whenever we have a chance to sit and consider what is going on in our surroundings and within ourselves, if we look honestly, we will see the inconsistencies and fluctuations in our life experience. I understand things change all the time but from the perspective of my experience of myself is what I am referring to. Of all the thoughts and memories that float in our heads daily, which ones do we grab and get personal with? Am I realizing when I pick out a thought to run with it? Do I know how many times a day that I do this shit? I can be so deep into a self created fantasy or backchat that I lose myself in it before I realize I am lost in my mind. How many realities have I created in the space of time that I existed completely within the mind. To become aware of when and what we create would assist us to understand how the mind works. Once we are aware of how the mind works, we can direct ourselves within the principle of “Do unto others as you would have done to you”, which would become what is best for all.

What is amazing, is that with every plan, every plot, every war, every crusade, every pilgrimage, every retreat, we have only created dimensional shifts and have not changed this physical reality into a place where all have dignity, and live without fear. What on this planet is it going to take for humanity to look at itself and see where we are headed and take responsibility for it! If our gods and sages and gurus have not been able to stop the atrocities over eons of time, who would think they could suddenly do it now! What level of calamity and death and destruction and disease have to arrive to get the attention of those that have the power and resources to change the world. How many realities will be created in our minds before we realize the only relevant reality is being destroyed. Humankind is like a suicidal maniac wanting to prove that he can blow him/herself into many pieces.

Trading Places – Limited Time Only

Some of us are extremely comfortable with our lives… others are ok but could be better… and there are yet those who wish they could wake up from this nightmare, but no alarm sounds off! I have met people who can talk about money for hours, and what they are doing and who they work with etc. I have heard others who can talk about their diabetes medicine, or how many doctors visits they make, and how high gas, food, housing is, etc. Why is this? What determines how we occupy our time? Most people we meet are either secretly wishing to be rich or are actually openly trying to make the next dollar. I have heard many wealthy people say that poor people are lazy and don’t want to work and just make babies and don’t educate themselves etc. The list goes on, and people ask why should everyone have equal money and equal opportunity, and all that…

It doesn’t take much to ignore what goes on in this world when we feel secure in our expensive homes in gated communities, and suburban wealthy neighborhoods. If we don’t see it then it doesn’t matter to us… If a child is hit by a car and a private ambulance comes to get the person who was driving and leaves the child to die, then releases the person later with no injuries, shows that money as it exists now is more than life! Firefighters watch many homes burn because of the lack of insurance, or maybe the water is so expensive they cant waste it on an uninsured home… are we serious?

What if there was a trade off… every wealthy person who doesn’t consider people who are starving and have barely enough to survive, and who are abused by the system we created, and who support legislation that serves the interest of the rich, disregarding the poor… to trade places with your counterparts in poor places and 3rd world countries and in America for one week to experience what these people live with day to day! I hear the egos that shit out of the mouth of some people who say the poor want to be poor and they are dumb and lazy! We could place you in the body one of these people to see if your knowledge and arrogance is enough to improve your scenario… and there will be no food today so just imagine being full and you should be okay! If your legs are too weak to walk, you can crawl to the nearest mud hole for a drink of contaminated water, and after you puke all of your liquids out you probably would like to sleep for a minute before you try crawling to the next hole as dehydration is harsh. How many of these people would be able to make it? There is a high probability that many of us will face similar scenarios in the future because we refuse to support all as one as equal because we don’t want to let go of ego.

This is why we need a new system that supports everyone equally! No poor people = all rich people = everyone supported = what is best for all = a new world = LIFE!

GOD DIES 2012 – no FUNERAL

Have you ever sat and wondered why things are the way they are? What about your own life that you compare to another, whether your glad you are not them or wish you were them? For the rich people, god has dealt you a good hand in life and I am sure you are glad about that. For the poor person, god has dealt you a weak hand in life and I am sure you are not glad about that! Is it random when it comes to who is born into money? Is is predestined who is born with little or no resources to live a dignified life? If you thank god for giving you the good in life which is money, should those who have little or nothing also thank god that they are fucked until they die? I mean god did give you this life because you didn’t choose it, right? Or did you choose the life you have? For those who want to be more like god and please him more, you have to learn how to do things as he does! Of your children, pick one that you will feed and clothe and be gentle with and support… Then choose another one and put them outside, and make sure the one in the house cannot assist him. Give the chosen child your attention and if he wants to eat, feed him even if he is not hungry! If he complains of the slightest ailment, rush to him/her and let them know you care and are only a call away! For the other child, ignore him/her and let them stay outside when it rains and is cold because you have a purpose for them but don’t tell them what it is! It is god’s “LOVE” that comforts the chosen one, and it is god’s “TOUGH LOVE” that does absolutely nothing for the outcast! Once you become like god, you can lift your head high with pride and say “I am righteous and chosen by the most high…”, Now it will be easy to walk over poor and starving, desolate people because as god ignores them, you can ignore them and feel great because you have treasures waiting for you in heaven!

Now, for anyone who wants to defend their “invisible hope”, Who decides when, how, where, and what condition a child is born in? When crimes against humanity are done, even crimes against animals… society punishes us with jail time and/or fines and in certain cases death! So why is god floating around in the minds, and hearts of people, when the worst crimes against humanity are the utter desolation of entire countries, by holy wars, and righteous genocide! There are unspeakable crimes committed everyday that takes a persons life, dignity, food, family, home, money, and what ever can be taken! God goes on trial tonight and there will be no hung jury, as what exist in this world is more than sickening. It is abomination to life! As long as god lives in the minds of humankind, people, animals, plants will die at the hands of god void of justice! Just-Ice, a cold death so that profit reigns, and we continue living in SPITE! God always justifies himself no matter how fucked up his actions are, thus humankind created in the image and likeness of god because we do the same shit! There was a fire in heaven and only the stairway survived… To save money, instead of rebuilding heaven, it was allowed to continue burning and just renamed as HELL! Bet religion will never tell us that will they! Self responsibility, self forgiveness, self honesty, is the way to bury god forever, and created a new liveable world for every being in existence equal and one!

One day decepticons found megatron and raised him from the water then revived him… We must make sure god doesn’t have the same luck so no fucking funeral!